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just to let you know.. [Jun. 17th, 2008|02:59 pm]
Paula
I've just made the few most delicious meals!

First, chicken and pasta with side salads and strawberries.

Second, eggs scrambled with cheese, tomatoes, zucchini, and mushrooms.

Third, quesadillas wth chicken, cheese, spinach, and tomatoes.

Fourth, a stir fry with mushrooms, carrots, and zucchini plus a hummus, chicken, and spinach pita!

In spite of all this healthy food I've been consuming, I think I'm going to walk to the gas station and grab a pack of smokes. I figure it balances out in the end.

Then work, then more work.
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you tripped at every step [Jun. 16th, 2008|11:25 pm]
Paula
I hate staying in by myself when other people are out with each other. There was no point in my taking this stupid summer class. It has officially ruined exactly one night of my summer. One night I'll never get back!

Otherwise, I'm pleased because I saw today at work that someone can cover my shift for the weekend of Taste Fest (or City Fest or WHATEVER) so I can go home for the whole weekend and soak up some much needed time with my fellow East Siders, which is a funny thing to say because I had never heard the east side/west side reference before a couple semesters in to my time at Western. Someone even went so far as to ask me whether I'm from the east side of the state because she "could just tell." WEIRD!

Staying at home sucks and I'll never do it again, no matter how much homework I need to get done. I feel like I work all the time and I still don't make shit for cay-ush, and I need to go out whenever possible, which is usually every night, but NOT TONIGHT! I was supposed to be working on my stupid fucking paper this whole time and I've just been chillin in bed. HOW TYPICAL.

I'm really exaggerating about this school vs. going out thing. I'm just bored and disappointed.

THERE'S THE SAD SAD TRUTH OF THE MATTER!

Who knew Elvis Costello had such fucking good jams?

Probably people who are hipper than I.

Anyway, I'm going to carouse the Western website for possible minors and hopefully get to sleep at some point in the near future.
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SURVEY! [Jun. 8th, 2008|09:19 pm]
Paula
Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead

Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was a little peeved because I had to sleep in Mikes tiny prison bed and my shoulder was aching like shit

How about now?
I'm good! I'm waiting for some mac n cheese to cook up and sitting in my freshly cleaned apartment

Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
I do not, thank god. I guess I go through phases where I get pretty heavy in to the stuff, though.

Who was the last person you ate with?
Mikes fambly

Are you currently taking a science class in school?
a SOCIAL science

Kiss on the first date?
Oh yeah baby

Would you rather have chicken or steak?
steak, duh

What were you doing at 10am?
Getting Mike out of bed and leaving for the beach

Are you different now than you were six months ago?
If you want to get philosophical, then yes, obviously I am a different person than I was even yesterday, or whatever. But essentially, I'd say I'm about the same. Six months isn't that long of a time anymore.

How old will you be in 10 months?
20

Who was the last person to text you?
I'd say Ally

What month is your birthday in?
Octobre

Can you live a day without TV?
I've lived many many many days without TV

When was the last time you saw your dad?
About two weeks ago

How many pets do you have?
none

How many houses have you lived in?
two

How many city/towns have you lived in?
three: Berkley/Royal Oak/Kalamazoo

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet, silly

What is your favorite color?
I always say it's orange, but I'm not really sure about that anymore. I used to hate blue but I've been really in to it lately. I also like pink.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
Probably getting drunk with my roommates and friends who will finally be back in Kalamazoo!

What are you thinking about right now?
How I think I'm losing some taste buds because mac n cheese just doesn't taste as good anymore

Any plans for next weekend?
BEACH BEACH BEACH BEACH BEACH!

Do you smile a lot?
I try to, they don't come naturally though

When was the last time you cried and why?
A couple of weeks ago, because I was on mushrooms and felt weird and was alone in the dark at my dads house

Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
no

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'd like to have a lot of dinner parties, access to a lake, some sort of satisfying job that will make me financially stable, and a clean and cozy place to live

Do you like flying or driving?
driving, I'd say, although I really love airports

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
yes

What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Booze, or anything that is fun

Do you wear any jewelry daily?
The ring my dad gave me for my 16th birthday

Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing?
see above

Who is the funniest person you know?
My family as a whole, Violet

How often do you remember your dreams?
I'd say about 4 days a week

What is your ringtone?
some random Air song

Skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk?
skim

Are you mad about anything?
not currently

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Probably 1:30 or 2

Do you talk to the person you like everyday?
yes!

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
not at all

Do you lose your keys easily?
not at all, they are attached to a massive lanyard

What hurts the most?
my fucking shoulder

When at the computer, is it hard to type in the dark or do you NEED a light on?
I'm typing in the dark right now with no significant problems

How are you right this second?
I'm getting full on this mac n cheese

Would you rather go to a baseball game or a football game?
baseball, fool!

Is there anything you disliked about your birthday this year?
I guess just other peoples expectations of how much fun I should be having gets me down

Would you rather buy a CD from a store, or burn it off of the computer?
I'd rather buy it

Is your room clean and tidy or messy?
it's clean now because I just cleaned it

If you were to win a vacation to anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be to?
Greece I think

Is there something that you haven't told anyone that you actually would like to tell someone?
no not really

Would you rather rent or buy movies?
rent

What is the best part of your own body?
It heals really quickly, I think

Would you rather watch a full season of American Idol, or So You Think You Can Dance?
I've never seen either, but...I guess dance

Michael Jackson: then or now?
then

Do you like to take walks?
yes, occasionally

Have you ever gone anywhere for spring break?
ASB!

Do you worry a lot?
not really

Would you rather have big or small dogs?
small

Do you mind being cold?
it's annoying, but I'd rather be cold than hot usually

What is your favorite sports drink?
red powerade

Do you keep a diary or journal (offline or online)?
yep

What is your favorite candy?
raisinettes

Have you ever had your heart broken?
kind of, yes

Do you document everything in pictures?
nope

Have you ever waited for something for so long and then had it snatched from right underneath you when it seemed so close to grasp?
no

AIM or MSN?
AIM

Choose one: being able to teleport yourself anywhere in the world at any given time or being able to fly?
Teleport

Do you feel more comfortable in public wearing jeans or sweat pants?
Jeans, definitely. Only recently have I begun to feel comfortable in sweat pants

What is something that most people wouldn't know about you from simply looking at you?
I DON'T SMOKE WEED

What is your favorite TV show?
anything on the Food Network

Do you fear growing older?
It's a weird prospect, but I'm still really young so WHATEVER

Have you ever been called a tease?
not to my face

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see or hear it?
oh sure, not that I can think of right now but most definitely there is

Is there something that makes you be reminded of your ex?
yes

Do you trust all of your friends?
Not everyone is to be trusted all of the time
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2007|06:27 pm]
Paula
[mood |intimidatedintimidated]

1. Spell your name as it sounds
Pauwlah

2. Are you available?
incredibly


3. What's your favorite number?
9

4. Favorite color(s)?
i always say orange

5. Least favorite color?
baby blue


6. What are you listening to?
last fm


7. Are you happy with your life right now?
pretty much


8. What are you doing right now?
nothing, as usual


9. Favorite smell?
nag champa


10. How do you make money?
i don't


11. Are you outgoing?
not really

12. Do you like Big Mac's?
i thought i did but i guess i don't!

13. Do you own big sunglasses?
yeah

14. Where do you wish you were right now?
i'm alright right here

THE DIDS:

1. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
No

2. Did you ever receive an engagement ring?
Nope

3. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
No

THE DO'S:

1. Do you believe in God?
no


2. Do you know how to swim?
not officially

3. Do you like roller coasters?
yes


THE DOES:

1. Does your car get good gas mileage?
my current one that's not really mine sure does

2. Does your family have family picnics?
no


3. Does your home have a bookcase?
not my apartment

THE HAVES:

1. Have you ever been to Canada?
yeah


2. Have you ever gone fishing?
once

3. Have you ever seen a celebrity?
Yeah

4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle?
no


THE HOWS:

1. How much money do you have on you right now?
i think $1 or less


2. How many cars have you owned?
3


3. How many jobs have you had?
lots

4. How tall are you?
5'9

THE LASTS:

1. Last person you hung out with?
mike mike mike, actually does hanna count?


2. Last thing you said out loud?
i screamed when hanna scared me

3. Last person you were in a car with?
uhhh probably hanna hanna hanna


4. Last time you ate at McDonalds?
a couple months ago

5. Last thing you had for dinner?
ravvvvvioli


6. Last thing you bought?
booze?

THE WHATS:

1. What is the temperature outside?
40?


2. What time did you wake up?
8AM

Random:

1. Do you have a best friend?
a few

2. Does your crush like you back?
i think so!

45. What goes best with a soft drink?
cig


46. What did you do two nights ago?
bed

49. When is your next party?
my life is one. big. party.

53. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?
Bed

61. What are your plans for this weekend?
NO SCHOOL WORK YEAHHHHHHHHH

64. Coke or Pepsi?
coke of course

66. What do you dislike at the moment?
nothing!


67 What did you dream last night?
it involved mexico, motorcycles, my dad, and a grocery store.


68. What's the last TV show you watched?
kids in da hall


69. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
my ring my daddy gave me

70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends who is the most like you?
i dont have a top friends


71. Do you always lock your bedroom door?
never

72. Are you on any medication?
tons of it


73. Have you ever cut your own hair?
yes


74. What is your favorite frozen treat?
ice cream of any variety


75. How many piercings/tattoos do you have?
none

76. Where's your favorite place to be?
i do love bed


77. Is there someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
YES! VIOLET LAURA LIZ JANE

78. When was the last text you sent?
i do not know

79. Do you care what people think about you?
sometimes yes always actually


81. Last new person you met?
i dont know

82. Did you work today?
i dont work

83. Have you ever moshed?
uhhh yeah


87. What do you smell like right now?
i have a stuffy nose


89. Do you like ketchup?
Yes

90. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
man up

91. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
mmmm


92. What color is your pillow case?
i have lots


94. who was the last persons stomach you saw?
Thats a secret

96. Have you ever been to California/Chicago?
latter not the former

97. What is the thing that you would most like to change about you?
i would like to be healthy


98. Have you ever suffered from bulimia, anorexia, etc.
Nope

99. What celebrities do people say you look like?
none


100. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
yeah if i actually want them to
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2007|05:52 pm]
Paula
[mood |chipperchipper]

How many keys are on your keychain?
three

If you were given a canvas and watercolors, what would you paint?
most likely flowers because that's all I ever draw


What do you regard as the most repulsive form of music?
repulsive is a strong word. That track on ready to die when someone is hacking up phlegm is pretty repuslsive

Whose mind, besides your own, would you like to control?
that's too creepy, i would probably regret whatever I made them think/do immediately

What is the most dangerous occupation?
gas station attendants are un-happiest, statistically i believe, so maybe they are the most likely to kill themselves


What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed?
go make a pot of coffee usually, after hitting snooze at least three times

What do you consider the greatest threat to mankind?
nuclear warfare

If you could project yourself into the past, where would you go?
ancient china china china

What are you thankful you are not doing right now?
writing a paper!

What is your favorite kind of candy?
raisinetes!

What is your favorite thing about the beach?
swimming in the dirty dirty water, i love it


If you were invisible, where would you go?
i'd sneak onto airplanes and go anywhere i want


What is one object in your home that you are embarrassed to own?
i guess just any really unhealthy food

Fill in the blank; When I dance, I look like:
a crazy sweaty fool


Who is one person you wish you would have never met?
no one has had that negative an influence on my life

What is your favorite fruit?
i do love grapes, but that's boring. i really do like all fruit

What is your favorite kind of cookie?
white chocolate macadamia yeeeahhh


If you were an evil dictator, where would you rule?
newfoundland

What do you need to get right now at the drug store?
various cosmetic products, tape

What song do you keep hearing over and over again?
i hear and she was by the talking heads every morning upon waking


What was the happiest age of your life?
i do believe i get happier as i go

What is your favorite piece of clothing that you own?
uhh i hate it all right now

What two words describe your lifestyle?
relaxed/ultra-relaxed


Which ocean creature fascinates you most?
anything you find real deep down

On a scale of 1-10; how religious are you?
1


What historical figure would you most like to have a discussion with?
benjamin franklin could talk some sense into me probably


What color looks best on you?
i do not know

What is your favorite thing about being sick?
TV

Whats new?
this semester is almost over, i'm going home for break soon, i need a job


What commercial do you find most annoying?
i wish i knew


What was your favorite meal growing up?
orange chicken with noodles!


If you had to spend the rest of your life in one place, where would it be?
geese i guess it would have to be some sort of city or i'd get totally bored, but really anywhere with people i get along with

Fill in the blank; I am so much smarter than:
i seem to be?

What one person or thing reminds you of the 80s?
cyndi lauper


What is college really good for?
learnin'


Where is the most beautiful place you have ever been?
the rainforest in washington

What body part aches you the most right now?
my knees are always bothering me

When is the angriest you have ever been?
it was probably at violet or laura in middle school, or my mom when i was little

What do you waste your time doing?
everything and nothing


On a scale of 1-10; how much do you trust people?
6

If you were forced to choose your own death, how would you die?
in my sleep probably, just because i'm scared of any other option

On a scale of 1-10; how photogenic are you?
1

What aspect of your personality could use a little work?
my eating habits, my work habits


What is your greatest addiction?
food


What issue are you sick of hearing about?
i don't listen


If you were a professional wrestler, what would your ring name be?
meh


What language would you like to master?
french


What is your favorite dish at a Chinese restaurant?
almond boneless chicken, but only at peking house


Who would you least likely expect a phone call from?
i don't know there are a lot of people that i would be surprised to hear from

What is the longest you have ever gone without a shower?
i don't know, 4 or 5 days maybe

What is the saddest movie you have ever seen?
it depends on my state of mind at the time, anything can make me really sad if im pmsing or something


What time do you usually fall asleep?
around 1

Where is the worst place to be stuck waiting?
outside in the cold

What is the cutest animal on Earth?
oooooo thats a toughie

Name one celebrity that has no right being a celebrity:
paris hilton OBVIOUSLY

What hobby have you always wanted to pick up?
some musical instrument
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2007|01:59 am]
Paula
This is kind of funny. I don't know what has compelled me to write this entry. I got home over two hours ago and am feeling too strange for sleep. Strange and sad. But not too strange for technology. Too sad for anything but. Snap me out of this! Shouldn't I be writing in my real journal or something? Or reading some legitimate literature instead of various blogs and myspace profiles?
What a yucky generation. Gross.
But, here I am, here we all are. What are you gonna do?
See you in another 36 weeks.
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2006|07:56 pm]
Paula
IS ANYONE GOING TO ANN ARBOR/ROYAL OAK THIS WEEKEND?!>!>!
DOES ANYONE EVEN READ LIVEJOURNAL ANYMORE?!?!?!
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2006|03:32 pm]
Paula
Hmmm, I'm still a sickie, but my health is so up and down all the time that I can't tell if I need to be staying home in bed or if I'm fine to go out or what. This sucks a lot. I got drunk and smoked a cigarette last night. That can't be good for my health when I'm in such poor shape, but I'm really proud of my self restraint! I could have smoked 20, for real. I need to quit for good. I'm scared to get sick in my future, and I'm also scared of what it will cost when I do get sick. Because lets face it, if I continue to smoke I will get sick. It sounds so stupid when it comes out straight like that! Duh. Like why would I continue? So stupid. Plus, its bad for my skin and it makes my voice raspy and I am always clearing my throat. Okay, so there. Problem solved. I will quit smoking.
I just registered for Italian! I am so excited to learn a language! I hope I can go there someday.
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2006|06:58 pm]
Paula
I sometimes wonder if I will ever learn to do all of the computer stuff every other single person my age knows how to do. How did everyone gain this knowledge, and why wasn't I included? I am seriously interested.
Well, lately I have been sleeping all day long every day, except for when I am at work. Then I stay up all night, but its not like I'm really doing anything worth while. Are there a lot of people my age that do worth while things? If so, I am about to feel extremely inadequete.
Here are things I wish I had back in my life:
Digi Cam
I-pod
Super Nintendo Mario Bros.

Is it about time for me to make some purchases? I wonder if I can get these things for cheap. Then I would have to learn how to do stuff with my pictures that I take. I need to find someone patient and willing to teach me how. That is, if I ever get another camera. I have been too scared to tell my dad that I lost it, probably because I have a guilty conscience about the fact that I was probably drunk when it happened. And I'm too scared to tell my mom that my i-pod was stolen because I feel guilty that she spent so much money on it.
whatever..........
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2006|08:51 pm]
Paula
Okay! So its official! I have strep throat!!!!!
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